NO GOODBYES. (CHAPTER 46)

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Romance 

Suspense 

Addiction 

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When life happens and you don't have a say in it other than to live it, go ahead and live because there might just be a way out for you. 

We go from zero to a million bucks in split seconds, and perhaps more, and from all of that to the lowest of everything with no questions asked, then you begin to wonder how it happened. 

For some that seemed to have survived and have been favoured beyond expectations, give thanks to God for unplanned blessings untold, others question their existence. 

Sometimes we think we want something but what we may not know is if what we want wants us, or if what we want is the appropriate thing for us...

People go in search of gold and find love, others in search of love and find gold, and that's how the cookie crumbles... 

Audrey didn't know he would react to Alexandra the way he did. In his head, he thought it was Ariana his heart wants to be with, but in his heart, it's Alexandra that is in there because it was evident from how he responded to her communication. It's only when your heart is close to someone you have such a response, swift and soul filling. Even when you deny the fact with your mouth, your actions do the speech.

When your heart is ready to be with someone, your body responds. Suddenly,  your body begins to speak in tones that can be read by the one it speaks to and by every other person who has got eyes to see.

No wonder when they were in the cellar, Audrey could not do anything with her, not that he wouldn't have been able to. He just wanted to be sure if there was anything in his heart for her, so that it doesn't look like he was under the influence of some sort. He was able to control himself and he won. 

It is a beautiful sight to see when people are drawn to each other; the tension effect,  speech sound, the silence, body language, the communication that comes expressively in great zeal and having a show of extreme feeling towards the fellow,  not having to suppress it, but play on a screen for her to see is the best part to begin with.

The kiss was good and Audrey went out of his mind for he thought "if this is this good,  then loving you would be easy" and I'm wondering how kissing someone can make loving them easier,  but oh well... I guess that act means a lot to some people than others.

Audrey loved the kiss, he wanted more and more,  he didn't want to stop and as they went on, he reached for her neck, kissing and stroking her ear with his right hand. She responded by moaning deeply, and that increased his desire for her even more. From that moment,  she let him do with her whatever he desired as she led him... She opened her mind, soul and body to him and made him look into her eyes as he kissed her, he gently took her breast that was pointy as though it was looking at him and calling him into his mouth, sucking and blowing on it, she couldn't bear it, she felt she was going to pass out from pleasure. She whispered to him to stop, and immediately, he did.

"Are you okay Alex? " he asked her panting, she could hear his heart racing "Yes, yessss I'm...  I'm okay". She seemed to have lost her composure. 

 "Too soon?" Audrey enquired,  "No, it's fine, I just need a moment" she replied...

Audrey understood what was going on and did not pressure her, he just took her in his arms as they laid there half naked and slept off.